我爱你像天一样大， 像海一样深。

monday went out with amanda to bugis walk walk

this is the snacks that 蜡笔小新 love to eat :D 

yesterday was class form day, play bowling i get 46 marks for the first time and 56 marks for the second time :D actually wanted to play pool cause it looks fun! :D but did not bring outside clothes then cannot play :( after that went to tm with Mr Johnson amy amanda and belinda to buy prizes for the winner group :D amanda broke the record of 36 the lowest from the class then highest is frank 150+ then recommend mr johnson some condom :P banana strawberry and mint flavor wakaka. he say he tonight soing to use it lehh, donnoe is true anot :D at least won't get aid or sti right if got possible :P this is what i am taught this few days. then walk walk with amanda and belinda. buy buy things :D nv take photo with amanda yesterday.. so no her picture

today nth much. it is still as boring. pe, i went to run 2.4km no matter how much i walk i still manage to pass :D what a great stamina i have[no larhhs i walk then chiong all the way :P]. went back class, mr johnson go say i recommend the class go use which condom but he nv say is condom :D  mother tongue play with  huiping and yilin de hamster. don't care to carry it but i pat lehh :D then assembly... went home after that. wahaha, today going to grandma house. then tomorrow going to cycle with aunt they all :D
be satisfied with what you have 

Everything had change, i can't be like before.

School was great this few days. Yesterday, went for adventure training :D learning quite alot of thing. Yesterday, we made our own raft and play it in the water. yayy, out raft did not spoil. Our raft was quite of stable, but Joker's group one so super stable :D went to the sea, grrr they splash water at me :( the water so salty! aha, i drink some salt water. Then early dismissal :D i was so tired then went home. give the cca a miss :D
Today, stay in school and play some simple games that we make it ourself :) all games was not too bad :D had some laugh and make my mood better. Break after that. then had the 'CAMPFIRE' with no fire :( sing some songs and cheers that was really funny. then went to dance studio for awhile. belinda give me a hug <:D Happy!This two days really sucks alot D: cried when i dunnoe when i did not know why. It's so hard to smile. Lots of times i wanted to cry today, but i held back my tears. When i see you, i don't know what i should do. so i sit myself and stay alone. Tomorrow will be better.

Love can be the medicine of heart but the poison to life

Test was great ya. even though i think i would fail some but it's ok :D Going home earlier than normal days. Last few days/weeks slack outside with amanda and belinda :D weehee, chat alot and alot. because of the rain yesterday i think i have a small running nose. chemistry was easy today even though i didn't study at all. i think i could pass. tomorrow is emath and thursday is amath. i thinking to fail amath cause its so hard! after test today there is a remedial in IT room, its so cold inside and i was freezing. wee there won't be any amath tomorrow and i would probably stay out and slack again :D that all :D


I never know that smiling was so tired, and faking a smile is even more tired.

Don't Love Me Because I Don't Deserve

Good morning!
Friday de social studies i think i would fail :( cause i write rubbish answers :( mid year exam is here :( i think i won't be updating so frequent. After exam went out with belinda and qifang :D hehes, quite fun and chatted with belinda after that. haha, she say i care for her alot and say i am her mother.
Today, woke up at 7am, then can't sleep back again. how sad.. but nevermind, tomorrow don't need go school so can sleep longer :D People jiayous for mid year exam arhh! and get goodgood results :D
something bother me and can't let me to sleep. Its killing me :'( before sleeping last night, i was crying out of a sudden. ok, i would try not to think as i know it hurts alot. sorry, for hurting you.  The feeling is like i wouldn't be seeing you again, its the last time. Even though i wouldn't want to forget those happy times but i hope you could forget me and stay happy. If i know it hurt so much, i would hope that i you never know me. Don't love me cause you would not be happy. Put friends and family infront and i hope i can be happier.